I am who I am, and I am only going to get stronger

For those people that knows me. Cars and I don’t really get along much, but this time we really did not get along. Since I had been driving for 12 year, I have totaled three cars (adding the recent one). I have 4 driver’s license and I’m able to drive anywhere in the world. I have also driven many types of cars from the low to high ends. The result being cars don’t like me. You might say I suck at driving, but it is just not end up being the case. I total the first two cars, because two different females decided to run the red and totaled my cars. Those were not my fault at all. One of the two before was quit scary. I was stuck between two cars, but that was nothing compare to what I just went through three days ago.

I was on the number three highway in Taiwan, going from my home Dashi to work in Lin Ko. A truck decided to come in my lane and stomp its break right in front of me. I had to turn right hard and go into the right lane. As this was happening my sister’s car decided to lose control and go toward the center medium, it was cement. So I hit the center cement and bounce across the road and hit the cement on the side of the road. After hitting the side cement I bounce back and hit a oncoming car. That is when the car finally stopped. I really though I was died. When the car stopped, I try to get out of the car, but my legs froze. I was so scared that my legs decided not to move. Then the ambulance came and they made me sit there for awhile. The cop then told me that I was lucky to be alive. After awhile my dad arrived at the scene and got everything square away. I though he was going to yell at me, but all he said was “I am glad to see you alive”. I guess it was nice to see his soft side. Also my brother and my mom stop by and make sure I was ok. I still remember my dorky brother give me a pad on the back. It was stupid but nice. That pad made me feel I was still in this world. I guess it was also nice that we got some political power in Taiwan. I end up not getting any ticket and all the cars involved went home happy.

For the past three days, I had been thinking about my life and what I need to change. I hope now I understand what life is and how to make it better. Once I figure everything out, then I will post again.